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*-*Why is it so cold? Where am i? Why am i subjected to darkness. when all i am is the love of God all i am is the light of the world but nobody sees nobody helps me nobody told my mommy my heart would stop beating nobody told her i was apart of her that i would live in her forever because she took me life for hers to be.Forever true, and for her to be back to normal pure evil came in her the doctors said it would be ok i'm getting scared, i can't breathe too bad i will never see mommy becasue she is condemed to hell and i am in heaven sitting by thee Almighty who knows what to judge This to the world i never got to say Because i was not given a chance, my life was striped from me becasue i was a baby, in her tummy, at that time. What more could be wrong with the world when we encourage the killing of our own children but this i will never speak, because i was never born
.*-*I'm six weeks old today A birthday treat for me I have a pair of big blue eyes For someone i will see Where are we going mummy? When the rain hits the side walk It makes a funny sound Bang!! throught the big white doors There are people dressed in green If they try to hurt you mummy Just run away and scream Help me mummy! Help me They're pulling me apart There goes my big blue eyes There goes my little heart I love you mummy Believe me that i do The saddest thing is I thought you'd love me too!
*-*Mummy you should see me now I have fingers and toes, I don`t know how Mummy I have ears and eyes, I can hear and see Oh mummy are you getting as excited as me ? I can`t wait untill I see the world To see your face when you realise I`m your baby girl Mummy I just can`t wait till I wear those clothes All dressed in pale pink and pretty bows Mummy why are you crying ? Is it because you`re scared ? Well don`t worry mummy I know you`ll do great, I can feel how much you care Mummy I think somethings wrong Theres something in here with me Its shaped like a tube, all round and long Mummy I can`t hear you anymore, I can`t even see Theres a bright light nearby Mummy do you think I should try and hide ? I can`t help it mummy, its pulling me in What did I do wrong mummy ? I`m too young to sin Well mummy I have to go But first I want to let you know That I love you mummy And I was excited about having my first dummy I wanted to have fun and run around I wanted to have tanturms and throw myself on the ground I wanted to grow up and have a best friend And mummy I wanted to be with you untill the end I wanted to get married someday, and have kids of my own I wanted you to be proud of me, all pretty and grown But mummy I guess thats something you`ll never see Just promise me mummy that you`ll never forget me
*-*I'm happy I found a place nice and cozy inside I feel like a part of you soon to be reprived. months have gone by mommy and I'm closer to you for now i'll be in the world I'll feel brand new wait, what is wrong mommy? I think I know what that sound is your body is shaking. I think you are crying. mommy, was I mean to you? I wish you could feel better and what i've said to you I know you are feeling alot of pain because now I feel it too. I see a bright light mommy are you crying cuz your happy? I'm happy to mommy because now I can see you. I know you'll want to rap me up tight in your arms I'll feel safe and snuggly away from fear and harm. why does it hurt mommmy? the bright light has now turned red. I cant understand this why my arms and legs are on by a thread. they are pulling me and tearing me mommy why wont you stop them? I thought you loved me too, but I guess not cuz now I'm dead.
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